Be proud of who you are, even if you have to hide it from others, it's only temporary, one day you will come out of your room looking and feeling amazing. You are made of stardust and you shine as bright as the sun!
If it's a smile, a laugh, or just a feeling you hid away in your heart. Every inch of you is wonderful, don't you dare let anyone tell you otherwise, people who would dare tell you that are weak and sad, don't let them bring you down to their level. One day you will get to a place where you can look in the mirror and smile.
I'm trying to get to that place myself, it's hard, and it takes so much energy, but it's possible. I know it is. Even though I'm not where I want to be (both physically and mentally), I'm still learning, and I'm still growing, and that's okay.
You need to give yourself time, be patient, you will get there, there are ups and downs but it's still possible. Remember to be kind to yourself, take care of yourself, treat yourself right, take your time and focus on your health and safety.
anyways sorry for rambling, remember to stay safe and hang in there, I love you all and I hope that you all have a lovely day!
also.. sorry for the crappy drawing